Unless you're one of my very talented friends. Then you can draw *cough* Claire *cough*
Hey guys!! I haven't been uploading anything even though i've been drawing A LOT more than I usually do...
If you love drawing, then you HAVE to see the works of
because she draws youtube's and shit like it NO ONES BUSINESS!!!
She has youtube videos of her using Photoshop and he shading is phenomenal!! Just watch her has given me more experience is 3 minute where it took me 7 years!!!
I'm serious so jealous of her and she ALWAYS inspired me to want to do better. Her style is so cool... And it makes me feel unoriginal and untalented...but also encourages me. Despite my mediocre art style, I can improve!! Obviously her drawings take a lot of patience. I used to be that patient. Then I had to learn how to High school and I don't even know how to life...
The best part is, I have a shit ton of drawings now I can use to experiment on getting better. If only I didn't have a billion things to do right now.
All this after I had the worst morning today...
Wonna hear it?
-I wake up 45 minutes late
-miss the bus my THAT FUCKING MUCH!!!
-drive to school
-make a wrong turn
-stuck in traffic for 20 minutes
-park like a retard
-walk to school with all the charter kids (I look like a freak)
-get to class 30 seconds late
and all I can think about is the way I parked, and if I'll get towed for not having a parking permit. Then as soon as I get to class, Mrs. Ames goes "TIME TO DO PART OF YOUR MATH FINAL!!!"
And I stress out so hard that I cried...
THEN ENGLISH: Mrs. Coburn gives us what were gonna do for our english final. It's a character essay which is easy enough, but the story we have to do it on, she won't let us have the story unless we're in class!! That pissed me off so much!!!!!
*sigh* it took me at least 15 minutes for me to get out of the crowded parking lot. Driving home, I was behind this girl that kept coming to a sudden dead stop on the street and I have to keep slamming on the brakes (I know its partially my fault, I know I'm a bad driver) so the whole way driving, I got so paranoid... And I mean it..I literally -not joking- felt like the drivers around me were conspiring to crash into me. I don't know why. I just started going so nuts.
Finally I found a song that actually calmed me down really well. "bath rhymes" by Ed Skutter I think. So I went to Wawa, got a slushy, went hope and watched Gabbi draw, thus inspiring this journal.
AND I STILL HAVE A THOUSAND THINGS TO DO.
I just home the vacation I'm taking to Wildwood, NJ this weekend. Oh, and I have prom tomorrow...
I will be uploading prom photos!
or video. I only has video camera.
So back to my rant...
HERE IS WHAT I NEED TO DO:
-econ research project
-(try to) independently read
-CW poetry collection
-CW poetry reviews
-CW publication research
-(maybe) practice German solo
-memorize ballet for Triple threat (yeah right)
-re-memorize my vocal solo for triple threat (....)
WHAT I WILL DO:
-draw, text, sleep
And I wonder why life sucks...
Well... I guess that's it for me now.
I love you all!! And I will get better!!!